(Source: myunintended)
How can I ever, ever hate you?
Today I fell into an emotional pit. Familiar yet this time there was a feel of resentment. It suffocated me. If I ever had a moment of claustrophobia, that would’ve been it. All I could do was sit and cry for hours.
My voice of reason chimed in, one I might’ve forgotten I had. He pulled me up. How long more until I fall back? How much stronger will I be? Who will be there next time?
"Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead."
Adele
Slipping into the mode of late 2009/early 2010.
Not a very healthy year, that was.
Who’s gonna save me this time?








