January 2011
Yeah, just keep pushing. No one’s going to be there. I will forever live under mentality that no one will really ever be there for you when it matters. Because the only one who’s ever really been there for me through shit and crud is myself. And I don’t even care if I sound narcissistic. Nobody has to like me.
But why, when I feel so uplifted, do I slip back into a false sense...
Shit
Bloody mother fucking shit. My life is screwed. Be right back. Currently digging a grave for whatever hope I’ve got left.
LIFE Y U SO CRUEL?!
Booyah
See this is why people should acknowledge me as a like the Great Sister Ever or something.
But no, they don’t listen to me.
When I tell my brother to check his wallet before sleeping,
He doesn’t and the next day he can’t find it before school.
I tell my mother to put her rings on the dresser, but no.
3 days later I find $5000 worth of rings under our sofa.
So I tell my...
Your smile keeps me up for days.
Living off the little moments just to smirk to myself.
It’s what gets me through the day anymore.
It’s what keeps me trully warm in the rain.
What keeps me from being lonely in a crowd full of the unfamiliar.
Sometimes it sickens people how I’ve been revolving my life around you.
But sometimes, you can’t give a fuck about certain things.
And I…love you the...
This is the strangest salad I've ever made.
I’m not meant to make healthy food. -cursed-
3 tags
I just want to eat without worrying my veins are...
So I eat my cookies…like a boss. Okay I am so going to jog at my school stadium tomorrow morning.
Lol The Noose is so annoying, Jebus Chrest.
I'm going to turn up the volume till I can't even...
I’m going to go to the country, where nothing goes on.
Going to bury my head, where I can’t hear the sound of bombs.
Just playing along.
Hey, maybe I don’t want to be skinny!
Maybe I’m meant to maintain the meat on my bones!
I don’t know what this pressure for me to be skinny is for.
I don’t get a prize do I?
The world should learn a lesson in...
Indian food aromas from downstairs.
Piano prodigy playing upstairs.
Rain has just came to a halt.
I need to pee.
Just thinking aloud, not much.
Okay so I'm still a bit jealous of the people who...
But it makes me feel better that it rained on them while I was sleeping my ass off. Ugh, Temper Trap, come back when I have money and no school!
Concerts are so out of reach for me this year. >:$
I just realised:
Valentines Day = Official first day of school
Baik pe?
Honestly no offence to absolutely anyone at all,
But I’m glad I’m not in a Christian school anymore.
It’s one thing to be respectful of other faiths,
it’s completely another when you’re forced to hear it everyday which could possibly conflict your own beliefs.
Also, I couldn’t stand morning devotions and being stuck with people singing worship songs....
5 tags
Bitchez don't know that I'm sick.
Stop telling me to do things!
Oh my God.
I’ve been sleeping almost literally the whole day.
So yeah, I only have half of my uniform.
Where in the world is the provider?
I’m dying to have my full uniform.
Even though the blouse has a strange tapered bottom.
And is a strange shade of light blue.
The skirt looks nice on me though.
MeowmeowmeowACHOO
So my mother thinks her apology in that annoying...
She misplaced the cheque that the Ministry gave me last year.
And she only found it today.
But at that time, she thought I was the one who lost it.
I got one hell of a scolding because I kept accusing her of losing it.
Why. The fuck. Would I be lying. Mother.
Whatever mom, I don’t really care anymore.
Go ahead, call MOE, if I get the money or not, I don’t really give a shit.
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