Always keeping up a smile especially when you’re not. I only want to know your well-being; it’s not like I can do anything if I knew that you aren’t doing so fine. These small things matter to me, but if I’m deprived of that too, then perhaps I’m either asking too much or caring too much.

There is literally no one at arms reach that would bundle me up in their arms and let me pour my heart and soul out for the most part of my everyday life and that’s pretty much because I don’t want to be an inconvenient burden to another’s already stressed up day.

I don’t want to be who I was back then (I almost lost myself again). I don’t want to see through the eyes of a liar…